Another SinAnother Sin
You wanted to hear my thoughts,
Well let me tell you,
You'll regret every line your heart reads,
And every fucking time that you think
This isn't the smile you wanted,
Or the escape you seek.
But everything about you is a slow escape,
As I die alone,
And just bleed and bleed.
This isn't peace,
It's war within a war,
Then you come around,
And I want more and then more.
You're just another empty heart
That denies itself love.
The worst part is,
I would kill for you to see what I feel.
For one kiss.
Your voice in the back of my ear.
But it's just another year.
Seasons turn into days that eventually end,
And just another sin.
Why tell you I love you when I can't even begin?
I can't even begin...
I never had the chance
To pour my heart out when I should have.
I was too naive to know
That I was in love with you.
Brainwashed from all of the years
I've told myself I would never open up.
You just left me hanging.
I still find myself shedding tears.
An understatement for emptiness
Would be my own name,
And devoid, I am left,
I try and I try to replace that feeling,
But no one could ever leave me as speechless as you.
Contrasted by irony,
I found perfection in all of your scars.
I made you smile when the world turned its back on you.
I held you up when the world tore you down.
You cried on my shoulder when you had no one,
You were never alone.
And just when I found what it meant to be happy,
You looked me in my eyes,
And you fucking ripped it from me.
You gave me false hope.
I can't live this lie anymore knowing
That you never cared.
I guess the hard part is judging
Whether you were selfish or not.
In Weakness, FoundIn Weakness, Found
But out of reach.
I'm like a ship
Set-sail at sea,
But lost in the dark,
No stars, no breeze.
One kiss is all I need.
I'm on my knees.
If I could hold you close,
Get lost in your eyes...
Oh, the things I long for,
My heart races at the thought of you,
You know just how to make a man weak.
Chef D'oeuvreChef D'oeuvre
The way you cross my mind
Unbeknownst to the world.
If happiness were paint,
You'd be the canvas to my soul.
My Mona Lisa.
I'll be da Vinci,
My chef d'oeuvre.
Give me life to perfect my craft.
Oh, let me sketch a moment of bliss.
Be my art.
Be my order in a world of chaos.
And I can be the easel
On which a million smiles are painted.
You're such a beautiful soul.
An angel in a world full of sin.
Everything I desire.
And when my heartbeat loses rhythm,
You syncopate the beats as if
As if you always hear them.
Across these paths of chaos,
Everything is lost,
Everyone we lay off,
And every bitter soul we get a taste of.
I've seen all of these changes,
Witnessed too many hatreds,
And on these lines of fate,
I've found the only constant that has made us:
It's such a simple word.
But fuck the noun,
The only passion to be found is found in the verb.
I could walk this road forever
If I knew you'd walk beside me.
The sun escapes the clouds of sorrow,
And I know,
I know it'll be a finer day tomorrow.
I am golden,
And I just want to hold hands.
Eye to eye,
We walk this this path through struggle,
Straight to the horizon,
And my life
You were meant to enliven.